“Everything changes”

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We have a Project to do for our Design1 class.
Which is Project 1, Initial Design.
We have to design a initial.
Any alphabet or chinese writtings are allowed :)
So I design the letter M.
Here it is.







alright, its actually 3.21am 290711 right now.
Gonna head to my bed soon. Good night!



Outing with STEP2 for the second time since 260609 :)




STEP2❤



If you guys actually notice my status on Facebook and twits.
My neighbor's hamster had babies. 6 of them.
and I kinda wanted one =)

So after 2 weeks plus after the birth, 6 hamsters become only 2 alive.
I decided to bring one home despite they are very young.
But I believed that it will survive cause it could munch on solid foods already.

Took one Baby hamster home on Sunday night.
In my mind, I wanted to name it Hope.
Which stands for having hope in surviving.



few days pass by and I though everything is fine.

But on Wednesday night, I found Hope lying on the floor looking dead.
I took her up and check on her.
She seemed like she choked on something.
I tried very long to help her.
Praying in my heart and mind hoping she survives.
in the end, she lefted.

by the time I finally accept the fact that she's gone.
I cried like mad. Eyes red in just a few seconds. =\
the same thought kept on running in my mind
"why must God take her away from me?!"
"Why?! why must this happen?"
She was so tiny and fragile.
Eyes swollen the next day.

Later today, Dad brought me to CTY aquarium.
bought a Golden hamster, aka Syrian Hamster.
very cute and adorable but not tamed.
need time and patience.
But still, I'll never forget Hope.
Even though she couldn't fulfill my dream, she was still something important to me.
and I cared for her.
I'm gonna miss you (;



I'm naming the Golden hamster "Chubz". short for chubby.
Its a male. super active and alert.
hope I could tame it.